last day//
:((

so sad...
their last day today..

i woke up late this morning
at 7.38am
reach sch at abt 7.55 am
fast?
din eat breakfast
was hungry like hell

reach sch
was counted as late
first time in my whole sec3 life
:P

went for the newsradio programme
was fun
but sometimes wad they say are too chim
dun understand
:/
the hci guys kept wanting to say something at the end
but no time
so they ask after the whole live show's over

went to ava room at 1.30pm
sat there and slack and stare into space
took out cam and took a few photos
then discover how lan my cam is
://

was fun the whole day
gave prez to yg zhx and wl
feel so guilty tt i din give anything to the others
cos everyone else(gals) did
...
sang lots of songs
till i sou sia liao
got sore throat
took a few videos and grp photos
so nice

yg gave me a card tt he wrote
i think his handwriting actually very nice one
but the pen and card makes his handwriting look messy
or maybe tt's how it actually really looks like
:p
he oso gave me this necklace
very pretty and shiny
i like
but i dun think there will be any occasion
where i would wear it
he said he took 8 hrs to shop for the gifts
...
a bit lah

was supposed to eat dinner tgt
but i went home
cos ah ma cooked liao
so sad
but yl and cecilia oso gone home liao
so stay there oso quite sian

nxt thurs supposed to go movies tgt
but very late
in the evening at 6
surely cannot go one
dad dun allow
i oso dun feel like watching bogeyman
...

feel sad when reach home
am told to do reflections
so sian
sure will forget to do one
:P

tml going to hci concert
jc band
lilin playing
going to support her
shld i buy flowers for her?
nah
no $$$
just gonna take pics

ohhh//

tml last day liao
it's official
i dun think i will see them anymore after tml
so sad..

some of them are actually very nice one..
not like some pple of the opp sex tt i noe of
lolz
though they're the guests sometimes
they still do things like holding the door open for us
but i think it may be tt kind of temperory politeness
:P

can't believe it loh
yg went for some counsellor meeting at 3
then went off at 10pm
then went to orchard to shop for prez for us
then reach home at 11+ pm
then slept at 2+!!!!
my god!
then he reach sch by 7
dunno wad time he woke up
..
i would be dead like a log by now if it were me
lolz

i went to buy prez for him after band today
bought some cute stuff tt i like alot
but dunno whether he will like anot
also bought some food
tt i'm sure he will like
lolz

tml last day yet i dunno whether we are going ouut
after sch
if we're not i think i'm going out with mt
tml cannot stay in sch
got staff retreat..
so cannot stay in sch for self prac or soccer(?!)
maybe we can go watch movie tml
watch ghost movies
:D
i promise i will not get scared
lolz
but i got no $$
sigh~
bought the cam
:P
oh yeah can take lots of pics tml!!!
haha
i dun have a grp photo yet
tml take
oh shoots!
tml taking PPR back!!
my god i dun want!!!
i die liao
i din tell my parents abt the maths quizzes thingy
tt i fail everything!!
AHAHAHAHAH!!!
DIE liao
gonna get scolded like hell by them!!!!
well, worry oso no use
nvm dun care
gotta prepare tml stuff liao...

the guys came today//
the tour ard the sch was fun
we were supposed to be the host
yet they 'brought' us ard
haha
they just anyhow ask someone
how to get to somewhere
...

bought a cam yesterday
digi one
konica minolta(correct spelling?)
anyway gna use it soon on the concert day
and when the guys are going
feel so sad tt i can't take pics of their sch
nvm can get from yl
:D

played ball games today
their faves
soccer and basketball
soccer we play in grps of half boys and gals
my team lost
haha
i din even get to touch the ball
i just watch it roll past
cos i'm so lazy and inactive
ha
yc tried scoring thrice
but missed every single one
:P
and was asking for one more chance
from his team members
lolz
the basketball is boys against gals
to be exact 5 boys against the rest of the gals
plus yg
it was obvious who lost
i shall not spell it out
the guys were not allowed to run with the ball
zx very diao lah
he cheated by saying tt he was running after the ball
and not with it
wadever loh
lll-_-lll
lolz

actually wed got water games one
but they not free so cancelled
so ke xi
hai~
i think for the nxt few days
after sch will be going straight home
no activities
but hopefully i'm wrong!

well, late liao
sleeptime everybody!!
nite!

sad..//

first day in sch after the whole HCI exchange programme
very sad sia
miss the sch liao
and some of the pple
but not in tt way!
i noe wad you pple are thinking abt

hi this is rebecca XDD

i've to let her do this cos its her com..
(rebecca: XDDD)
sorry for the interruption

yesterday i've to leave early for horn thingy
so sad
it's the last day yet i can't stay till very late
sigh~

gotta dwld msn soon
but use alot of time leh..
dialup..
sigh~

my buddies gave me a card, a bookmark and a sch badge
some other 3B pple (i shall not say who)
also gave me a card, a keychain and a sch badge
now i have 2!!
haha

ok now everyone's looking at my entry..
gtg byeie!!!

fun//

today and yesterday was so fun
we toured the sch yesterday
the guys are so funny
they were like reading something
off their script then suddenly say
oh sh** who wrote this!
haha
it's something abt tan kah kee riding the
horse statue ard the sch
:D
they were very proud of their CCAs
kept telling us how gd they are
like when we went to the squash area
they said these are our squash courts
where we won many trophies
erm...
0_o
the lessons were abit sian
but the guys were so enthu during lessons
unlike us
:/
they shouted out qns answers and opinions
even unwanted ones
i think my buddy very clever
got 24/30 for english essay
the qns for the essay was like
geog test qns
wad pollution thingy and greenhse effect
and renewable energy..
er..
i tried to recall my geog lessons
but nothing came up
feel so stressed
:P
played wacko and zhong ji mi ma as ice-breakers
the wacko was fun
they hit each other like they're enemies
the newspaper was all squashed and crumpled
:)
we got to know each other's names and
how fast their reactions are better
the forfeits were funny
they aim their friends from other classes
and made the forfeiters to say something to them
either tt or they act out something
:D

they had maths test today
the teacher was so extreme
all tables were to spread out till they used
the entire area of the classroom
someone must have cheated b4
or she won't be so extreme
hm..
she gave us indices wksheet to do during the test
it was quite difficult
i was doing the wksheet
when her head suddenly appear at my shoulder
then she explain one of the qns tt i dunno how to do
so scary sia
it seems like they have early dismissal everyday
11 something then sch's over
then we went aphelion rm
to discuss the item on thur
we dancing mambo and singing a song
we changed the lyrics to our experience there
damn funny
i think they have an impression tt sn gals
dun like to eat alot
cos they kept asking us if we wanna eat
and we kept saying no
:P
lunchtime was too early for us
haha
we went macs at king albert park for lunch
then went back to sch and played games
like concentration and zhong ji mi ma(again)
and follow the leader
was fun
they purposely bully one of the guys
during forfeit
wasted quite alot of time
then it was 5.15
had to go
by the time we reach the bus stop
it was like 5.30
then waited so long for bus to come
reach sch by 6.15
in time for the brasses meeting
found out tt there's horn tuition on fri
at 5 or 5.30
we are supp to eat lunch at 4
wah very not early only
i was perspiring like hell
then phy ask me if i got nose-bleed to death
ha ha
very funny
as if i ever nose-bleed from looking at a male b4
:P

it's so fun loh
dunno how i survive nxt wk wif so much hw
and no fun at all
ugh!!
i'm behind in maths!!
gotta ask mt to tuition me
surely no time to catch up one
die die liao
suddenly feel so sad and down
shall go read bk to cheer myself up
:)

UGH!!!
depressed//

teacher say dun need to pass up
physics proj until she says so..
last min oso no use
at least now it's finished

had maths, science and hist quiz
scored 9 for A maths
10 for science chem
and 18.5 for hist
so am gonna get poor marks this term

found out today tt i'm not destinied
to be maths rep
or a 'leader'
teacher din choose me out of the 4 pple...
oh well
hope maybe mt is willing to let me be in 2006?
highly impossible
not tt she's tt bad
but i dun trust my own luck
:P
..

found out 10 years ago
tt many find me non-talkative
it's no wonder
i'm such a 'loner'..
pple dun talk to me directly
i wouldn't say anything
esp when i'm sian or sleepy or sad
which recently i am
these are signs of depression
i die liao
got thoughts of suicide..
:P
i'm supposed to do something with yeewen
one of these band pracs
veh sian leh
and veh kong bu
dunno wad to say..
sigh~
supposed to cheer the band pple up
at the end of the band prac
cos they veh sian and tired liao
like i'm not
going to fall asleep this instant liao loh
zzz...zzz...

got so many things to do
buy v dae prez
do i'm king of the castle
read for chinese test cos i
dun wanna revise chinese during tt cny wk
buy some nice presentable clothes
and read 4 continents by week 7
so sian

aunt bought me a pair of 3/4 pants today
quite loose
but if any smaller
my hips won't be able to squeeze in liao
veh happy
this year's waistline is
smaller than last year's by 1 inch
it's either tt
or the cutting is bigger
hope not

ah ma changed my bed sheets today
got a lot of animals one
tiger, mouse, alligator and rabbit
doing gymnastics
veh bright and cute
lots of musical notes
it's embarrassing
but i like it!
it's the only bright thing in my life now
...

so happy tt sec 3s and 4s dun have auditions
so heng loh
if got hor i sure die one
can't even play E without warming up
sigh~
at least my luck pulled me through tt

resolution:
-try to be more friendly
and not talk only when talked to
-talk more when eating
-volunteer for all kinds of things
-according to my bro
wad i shld do is to establish
ties with others to let them noe more abt me
-be more outspoken all in all

as if i can do all this..

:)

doing physics proj now
due this week
very not last minute only

got history and chem quiz tml
finish reading chem in 10 minutes
history 10 hrs oso cannot get it in
haha
love chem
hate history

tml seeing sec ones again
so excited
can dao juniors again
:D
sad sad sadist..

oh forgot to change link add to yz
not impt
do it later
:P

gong xi fa cai to everyone tagging my blog!!!
and to my friends!!!
and to my cousins!!!
and to my relatives!!!
and to my seniors!!!
and to my juniors!!!
wah! one person can be 'gong xi fa cai'ed by me
for a lot of times...
:P

happy new year!!!!
hong bao na lai//

haha
back again after almost a month
:P

so many things had happened..
taufik's cd not out yet afterall..
:D
the mtv a bit not lame only..

start school liao..
EC so hard
esp maths
so many formulas
dunno when to use which..
sigh~
the other subjects are ok
only physics got projects
going to teach on refraction and total internal reflection..
supposed to be researching on vision stuff now
slacking all the way
cannot dwld research
:/
due on wk 4

wanna change blogskin when got time
and when would it be?
never.

feel so depress whenever i'm blogging
weird
i must try to be more chEERful
;P

got maths quiz today
damn hard loh
wad sq rt 6 plus sq rt 6 plus sq rt 6...
the solution so easy loh
i so stupid
but it's not counted!!!
HAHAHAHAHA
wadever...

reading a NR bk now
cy!
read more of these bks!!
though not very gd for your psychological health..
haha

i got new handphone leh!!
model N3120
i prefer nokia ones
:D
same no.
can send me mms!!
got the phone on 1/1/05
2+ pm
i'm looking forward to 2 years from then!!

want to wear braces leh...
but got financial probs...
li bu cong xin
..

feeling as though my memories
are slipping away from me..
so forgetful these days
rmbed taking band badge off my blouse
but actually forgot wad happened after tt
then my ah ma found it the next day..
a bit lah..
sigh~~
always forget to do hmwk
bring stuff
and wad commercial was on before the show
my god!
i'm forgetting the formulas!!!
ugh!!!
gotta revise
bye~ (singsong)

wad was i going to do?

went genting on mon
came back on wed
went to the outdoor theme park
a lot of pple there
one ride must wait at least 1/2 hr
ugh!
pple cutting queue every where
one cut in front of me
i was trying to sit on the railings
then was blocking tt cutting-queue person
tried to get out of his way
but lost balance instead
fell down
got blue-black everywhere on my legs
double ugh!!
had much fun
bought a wallet
gonna use it when sch reopens

omg!
sch going to start liao
yet i still have so much hw haven do!!!
die!!
- still got physics bio wksheets
- maths a few qns
- chinese haven read or do yet
the song lyrics oso
- joy luck club oso haven read
- ss dunno got wad hw
- english can't find the hand-outs
only did the
- chinese <5> du hou gan
- maths qns tt i noe
- chem wksheets
omg i'm so dead!!!
gonna cram the tonite
triple ugh!!!

nat bought cleo with sly on cover page
:D
haven read yet
going to read tml
yea!!

i think i gain a few kg after my trip to genting
ate kfc for so many meals
even ate pizza hut on the last day
quadruple ugh!!!!

maths: addition
total ughs: 4
total yea: 1
my life is down the drain...

happy//
for lack of a better word...

watch the incredibles yesterday
it was damn nice loh
kept me laughing the whole way
i like dash
damn cool
can run on water loh..
haha
the end very cute
jackjack fa huo
then become metal
then become devil
haha
very funny sia

had band prac today
was fun
long tone exercises
for now i think phy is the champ
i think i can hold 40 secs
but i din really record
:P
today the moment ms sia came
she scolded us
just nice at tt time we were resting
from the exercises
and were talking and bonding
sigh~
the moment was 'spoilt'
haha
i think i improved today
but i may slide back to my usual standard
on thursday
..
hope not

today's newpaper hor...
so wad lah
i dun like douglas o loh
hate him!!
haha
he say sly got no talents wadsoever
blah blah blah...
wadever loh
taufik may not win becos of the votes loh
with this kind of g**t
the votes may not be right loh
tsk tsk tsk
but then sly's pic there very nice
i like
heehee
:P

haha

happy//

finally here again
ah!!!!
sly lost!!!!
nvm
i'll support sly all the way!!!
phy very depressed..
haha
actually wanted to delete this blog..
too bz mahz..
but then i got then urge to carry on
wad i started doing
feel like changing blogskin
but very mah fan
...
aiya dunno wad to write liao
...
SLY RAWKS!!!!!
muahahahahha.....

happy//

haha
so long din blog liao
now at ah ma hse
update!!!

PPR: 693/900
option: B2

made a decision of having EC class
instead of c lit...
scared scared sia
later i fail the EOYs next year

went out with 6A class on deepavali
to sentosa
had more fun then i thought i would
took a swim in the 'sea'
drink enough salt to last me a week
and 'bath' in front of the pple in sentosa
haha

went out with phy and jw and mt yesh
to escape
got discount 40%
had much fun
after every ride got giddy once
feel so useless
went on the pirate ship
which i was very scared of
and screamed the hell out
before the ship got very high
tried hiding behind jw
acted though i'm scared like hell
i was
pple around me kept laughing at me
ugh!!!
phy sat opp me
she said the 2 guys beside her keep saying:
" look at tt girl in front! hahahaw!!!"
so embarrassing lah!!
o*_*o

hq coming to band next tues
from beijing
see if she got buy souvenirs?
haha

gonna buy txbks soon
no $$$$
ugh!!
gonna find a 'job'
:D

relieved//

today is an eventful day...
got up early went to sch
din go for drills
went to rehearse the story instead
in the end only started rehearsing
quite late
cos florence din come early
read to CSM during recess
she quite ok today
must be her sickness
din scold us much
said we improve
:))

then went to listen to the c lit talk
wanted to take c lit
think it's fun
then went back class to prac
family dance and line dance

was then asked to go to old specs
found out tt i am in the top 30% of the cohort
happy
was asked if we wanted to join EC class
but EC class can only take e lit
and i wanna take c lit
EC class dun have tests one
i like
but one person cannot have to many things
sigh~
would rather have tests than to take e lit
...

then went for lunch
after which
went to father barre there to meet
sf and CSM
sf not there
CSM there
CSM very angry tt sf not there yet
florence and i went to find sf
not in art room
florence tried calling her
got through and called her to run to father barre
she ran
i ran
florence ran
florence and i reached there in time
sf din
so she got left behind
sad
florence and i tried sf's lines
i read them in the end

went to recording 'studio'
actually it's inside a house
yes, HOUSE
we are the last grp cos i gonna prac sf's lines
watch 1/2 of sharktale and spiderman 1
and whole of 50 first dates
the '50' was very nice
quite touching
then went inside the 'room'
to record the story
since i'm the narrator
i wore the headphone
can hear outside
noisy
can't hear my voice at first
then suddenly it became very loud
shocked
had fun though a bit intimidating
with all the equipments ard
reread only 3 paragraphs
not bad alr for someone who prac less than 2 days
:P
then went home
waited at the bus stop with CSM and florence
i go first
left florence with CSM...
heehee
nearly missed my stop
took abt 35 min to get from there
to AMK MRT station
reached home late

ha
feel so shiok
finish recounting the entire day
oh forgot to say i din go for band prac
:/
to late to go liao
...
haha

ahh!!!
i hate tt teacher
TT teacher
CSM
calling us to withdraw from
the e lit project loh
no respect for us
and for our CCA
actually expect us to skip
CCA just to read to her
sf say we shld read to her tml
in the morning
but i scared she would say
tt she got no time now....
GR........
qian da
gonna practise hard tml
be the best of the other groups
XP
wanna change template soon
probably tml
look out...
go watch TV liao

accompanied sf to staff rm
she's not there
not here today
sick
tml recess going again
sian
ate fried food for both recess and lunch
feel so fat
then lend money from mt again
to buy smthing to eat
after going to gym
played some badminton
ran 1 round
then go to gym do exercises
weight very...
drank too much water
bloated
then weigh heavier
ha
today had the education
hazel slept in the middle
right in front of mr.s kwek(?)
they laugh abt it at the end
tml got band again
scared is ms sia
later say we very lan
die
just hope tt we play better than
on tues
sigh~

everyone return sch library books
by this fri!!!

accompanied sf to staff rm
she's not there
not here today
sick
tml recess going again
sian
ate fried food for both recess and lunch
feel so fat
then lend money from mt again
to buy smthing to eat
after going to gym
played some badminton
ran 1 round
then go to gym do exercises
weight very...
drank too much water
bloated
then weigh heavier
ha
today had the education
hazel slept in the middle
right in front of mr.s kwek(?)
they laugh abt it at the end
tml got band again
scared is ms sia
later say we very lan
die
just hope tt we play better than
on tues
sigh~

everyone return sch library books
by this fri!!!

so happy today!!!
had the first band prac
after exams
though we were not as good as before
i felt a certain 'exhilaration'
when i play el camino real for
the 1st time in ages with the whole band
shiok sia
i think mr ong still in holiday mood
he let us off early
and made us play 'yesterday'
and 'american grafitti X'
i never play these two songs'
2nd horn part before loh
gd prac for sightreading
hm...
today oso first day of drills
after so long
during the 'bae-low' (read literally) hor
i'm the first one turning loh
and i totally forgot tt i have to 'han-ta' (same)
then i missed the chance to turn and
just anyhow do loh...
gotta be more serious nxt time
my EOYs' results not bad, not gd
so sad
although i'm surprised tt i actually
passed the home ed exam
so shock
dun think abt it liao
it gives me heartaches
...
did well for my maths
actually surpass my expectations
so happy :D
for chinese exam...
though i did worse than last year
i still quite happy with my results
got quite high for gong han
:)
cy actually got the highest of the level-- 19
qian da
qian ma
qian zou
qian bian
qian qian
she can really tou xiao
like wad lin lao shi said
haha
tml going to accompany sf to see mdm chin
she going to read to her
fluently and accurately
she can die tml
mdm chin got such high expectations
sigh~
sf got my pity
haha
going to go exercise with mt oso
if she would wait for sf and me
...
sf din go to sch today
cy thinking of doing the same
tsk tsk tsk
no sense of responsibility
sian zai de nian qing ren...
sigh~
suddenly so many pple noe my blog
must be becos many pple link me :)
or cos my blog starts with 'a'
easy to find
;P

went to sch today...
tt siew mai (?) hor...
dunno how to say...
made us change the draft again
and again
actually twice only
haha
but each time she change until v slow
and i have to wait beside her
while she criticise the draft...
anyway it's not bad liao
for a one-day work
quite satisfied with it
now the only 'obstacle' is shufen
shufen
you have to read damn well
in front of her
dun read wrong pronounciation
or not fluently
or she scold
haha
unlucky you!
;p
came home late
ask caiyun to wait for me
haha
or she would reach home much
earlier than me
:)
tml wanna go out
but then haven decide where to go
...
scared leh
nxt mon results out liao
heard it's chinese exam's
scared...

yeah!!!!
EOYs finally over!!!
so happy so glad
but then dun feel as enthu
as last year
cos last year got go out after last exam
this year din
except to go to the library...
when anyone wanna go do CIP?
the chinese exam hor...
i spent so much time reading
like everything
then only 15 qns are tested on the
ci hui we learn
so grr....
last year got so many loh...
i alr one wrong liao...
the close passage is so much easier
than i thought loh
must be su lao shi give one...
haha
btw, everyone like the music?
i know some pple detest it
but i love it!!!
so nice....
but the background music is a bit too loud...
haha
treated myself to reading a book today
so shiok
gonna finish liao
shufen
you still wanna borrow that
Dan Brown book anot?
want i friday bring
sms me
dun call

yesterday's geog exam was so hard!!!
gonna fail liao...
today's compo
i oso fail liao
think i wrote out of point
so die...
better get good marks nxt mon's exam
the science exams were quite okay
now at school
waiting for friends to go home...
read some e lit today...
so hard
can't remember
die liao
tml maths exam so damn scared...
can't remember a thing abt graphs
wan le